Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Hello...to YOU.  I wrote this poem about twenty-five years ago...it has been tucked away in the archives...the theme is nothing new, but I wanted to share it...I find myself still saying and thinking the first line...I knew you before there was me.  Enjoy...thank you...

HEARTBEAT

I knew YOU before there was me.  YOU could have been a tree or a bird or a rock just as I.  Did some forever know of OUR likeness?

I looked at my reflection in the pond and thought that it was really YOU.

YOU looked down at your feet: rough and calloused.  Did you know where I had been?

THEY turned to look behind and saw all that was in front.  Every moment, they saw pictures in their minds ... beautiful fragments of their life, your life, my life.

Tears blur my vision as I lay in the cool green grass and look up to the sky.

A sigh escapes from YOU as you stand gazing from the top of a mountain.

THEY smile and smile even in their sleep for they can hear the primitive drumming...

...a bird's song, a dog's bark, a child's innocent words.

Yes!  We all laughed at that moment knowing that we are THEY.

Always!  We can feel and hear and see ...

...but, sometimes, we drift in the Waters of Oblivion.

We MUST remember.  Listening and Dancing to the subtle sound  will remind us...

The drumming is there...our Earth Mother's heartbeat...it will be as loud and clear as needed for all of us to finally sway as ONE to her music...






Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Today is my birthday...wowwww...life... I have been spending special moments sending healing to my mother who passed about 6 years ago... life was a fearful experience for her...oh, of course, moments of happiness touched her... but during the time I was with her from my conception until the time she passed on, I believe her to be dealing with uncertainties, fear, helplessness.

I had this thought yesterday about sending her healing energy...using all of my wisdom to go back to her when she was with child-iris...sending her love...love says about all of it.  Then I remembered a dream that my sister had.   She said that Mom said in this dream that iris had healed her. 

At this time...this moment in my life...I can see the connection with my thought today of sending healing love to my Mom during my birth time and with what my Mom said to my sister in the dream.  I had always thought about how I had healed my Mom? And I didn't see it...mostly, we were not on the same page.  I always had the feeling that she loved me but we didn't connect...she thought I was out there...and I was... and the love wasn't the way I wanted to be loved....whatever that means...

So now I look at this all...I wonder if the healing that I am sending to my Mom right now is healing her...the Mom of 65 years ago... (and I must admit that I need to include my Dad in this healing) could it have changed her/his life...would the fear be replaced with love and connection...and will this have an impact on me in this moment....will their healing of her 65 years ago...the healing that I am intentionally sending to them... can this healing take place there in the past...and how would all of that be able to affect my life...my whole life...and my sisters lives also.  This is big...

My wisdom tells me yes...living, dying, dreaming, time, space, worlds, universes... they are all the same...all moving energy...how can we differentiate any of it?... So I will go with Mom and Dad's healing.  They are healed...I AM...healed...ALL are healed.  thank you thank you thank you

Tuesday, February 21, 2012

I would like you to meet dennis... my partner...Namaste...

We celebrate life together...

Food... dancing... meditation... and merming in the Mother's womb on this island in the sea.

Monday, February 20, 2012

Picking up a speck of dust...???
My partner and I read to each other from a book called Wind Bell... it gives us teachings from the San Francisco Zen Center 1968-2001.  We are reading right now a teaching that Suzuki Roshi gave... called "One Particle of Dust."  With big mind, we look at this lesson... from my take on it, it is about doing something about the situations that need attention... Roshi calls it picking up a speck of dust... it can be a little speck, but at least pick it up... do something... it is so easy to say, "that it is not my problem... there is nothing I can do about that."  Well, that is not picking up the speck of dust and remaining uninvolved.  Is that the right action?

There is more... the teaching also reminds us to be selfless in this action... not to have any intention beyond helping the person or the situation... and he also says that we can usually expect what I would call the yin and yang of it... be prepared to accept the bad along with the good results.  

We really enjoy these teachings... we laugh, we reread, we remember... thank you...

Here is the link to this particular teaching...One Particle of Dust:
 http://books.google.com/books?id=qUjpwK593a0C&pg=PA27&lpg=PA27&dq=picking+up+a+speck+of+dust&source  

Saturday, February 18, 2012

  
 I thought you may enjoy looking at this clay piece that was inspired by the banyan tree that is outside my home.  The piece is small about six inches high and is designed to hold a tea candle inside...light shines through the holes making it a great altar piece.  Around the back of this little tree is a buddhaface!  (The living tree is pictured below.)

Tuesday, February 14, 2012

Everything is written on water...

Putting my thoughts into words is fun... can there a problem with thoughts changing (which they do) after they are already written down... I have solved that dilemma... take on the perspective that everything is written on water... a finger sliding over the surface of a still pond producing words... only to disappear immediately... if my words do not resonate, let them disappear for you... thank you...

Reinventing a holiday

Namaste... Today is Valentine's Day... and I awoke with a smile and song... but I don't think it had anything to do with this holiday.  These early morning feelings of joy more than likely sprung up from the eternal romanticist that I AM... I awoke happy because I am in love with life, people, experiences, interactions, Earth, learning... I might fall into a category of people who hold the maxim so aptly described by one of my three year old friends... "I love love!" 

Thoughts of love feel good... love is big... love is healing... This is big so I am thinking with big mind... why don't we just change this holiday to Love Day... it can include loving everyone and everything... partner, friends, cat, dog, brother, sister... everyone... it can be directed toward your yourself... and loving Earth... all things... just love... gush love.

Maybe, we can celebrate Love... starting with once a year, then once a month and then every day and right on down to every moment... Thank you... I love you!